Same Old, Brand New Me!

Whooosh!! Me is back and I feel brand new! Maybe, cos I had a very good rest on Saturday? Feels energetic on a Monday morning which is rare as I often have to drag myself up from bed for a bright new day.. Geez... My body feels refreshed and CHARGED! My mind now is also sharper and clear many many times more. Haha.....! Great that its a same old, brand new me! I am definately better than Sunday, cos my appetite is back, I can jump around and I can laugh heartily now... But, the cough is still there and my nose has transformed from a running nose to a blocked nose. Heh!! I have so much mucus to spare if anyone wants to borrow some from me as gum for their papers, I would gladly oblige. (",) *smug*

Ok, well, actually... my soul is tired, head down and perhaps dragging its feet.. It has been so long since I did something on impulse? Say sitting by the sea munching on my own made sandwiches watching far out into the sea sorting out my thoughts or even gazing into the cotton candy filled sky... I still feel tied down and I am still trying to get used to it... Um... What do I want? I can't have the best of both worlds? Must I really sacrifice one of them? I supposed I have to make the best of what I have now and from there I work around to make my life better! I am sure I can hit a balance well between work and play sometime soon....! Currently, I badly miss freedom! Although, coming next might sound old fashioned, but I just want to remind myself that so long those whom I care about and protect most are with me, no matter how tough the route I am on now, I will still be able to get through as this is also the only biggest strength where I am drawing from... For me, I just want to see smiles on my love ones.

Behind the dark, gray clouds, is a pretty rainbow waiting for me...