Sunday, October 26, 2008

明年, 我要再回去台湾走透透。
this year has got to be one of my greatest, blessed years.
i am one lucky lass.
i get to travel 2 places. it's indeed a PLAY year for me! YEAR 2008.
vietnam in may, taipei in aug.
my travel companions are great! out of the ordinary and unforgettable.
one thing for sure is, they are genuine people.
absolutely fabulous characters, i am totally comfortable. = )
i have a strong hunch. Year 2009, is gonna be a WORK HARD year for me.
i don't mind being kept really busy as long as i am living a meaningful life.
lest my thoughts starts to wander around and i get all confused again!
i rather i go to bed every night, falling asleep seconds later with a smile on my face, having no energy to think about anything at all.
of course, besides working hard at everything whichever i might be doing next year, i wanna save the best for the last if i can.
that is, to only go for my well-deserved long break only in dec, when year end is nearing...
hey! i am thinking too much.
this is like a year away.
but, time flies!~ without your realising...
i want to start learning to plan again.
recent years, i have been doing things impromptu.
the last time i planned for my life, was 6years ago...
i clean forgot about my earlier aspirations, dreams and goals...
i have lost my younger days' drive.
i have been going round and round in circles at one spot.
and i realise i lost myself long time ago, only recently.
i don't even know when i started to lose myself.
it's a yucky feeling.
i want back my motivation, determination and perseverance.
i will never look back again ever~
nothing worth for me to relish about for the past 6 years.
let me just finish off these last 2months of 2008 in the way i hate myself to be.
i will start all over again at the strike of 01.01.2009.
i don't want to leave my thoughts, unhandled matters anymorelonger til tomorrow, my next day off, next month and it goes on until....
who knows, what happens tomorrow?
就活在当下吧!

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