Monday, July 06, 2009

我想我永远甩不了the fact that i am a gluttony foodie.

When my bro knows i am upset over something, with him or the occasional burst of stress at work, he knows the way to catch moi happy heart again, is through my stomach.
He buys food to appease me. smart chap. but, he doesn't know i know his trick as well. .lol. =)
His daily act of showing his love to me is, buying me food on his way home wherever he is.

New friends who are getting to know me and often times when i am quiet, their opening topic is always on food, buffets to warm me up and start talking!

New food products, restautants will always be updated by friends during meet ups.
When it comes to food, people usually link to me and i get food dates there and then! that explains why the size i am in!

Even my closest gfs' mummies always takes good care of me whenever i drop by for a visit! Clara's mummy always makes sure i never go hungry at her place. i am always touched by auntie's 招待 . adr's mummy even bought a cake for me at work one night she was somewhere at the neighbourhood. momo's parents know i need to be fed like every 3hours and seriously can't tolerate hunger. Muaahahahaha......!

Friends realise my eyes always lights up at the sight of food and i look real awake and alive without fail!

Everyone esp close friends who knows me, knows that food never goes wrong with moi!!
and i think i am wearing this invisible gluttony foodie tag wherever i go ma chiamp like a tattoo on me visible to everyone.

i automatically spring into actions to cook myself lunch when i am hungry. and i mean cook from scratch. but, i can never spring into actions when i think of working out! my legs just won't spring me into actions!
i am willing to travel just to fix my weekly relentless food cravings and the list don't seem to end!
i said i wanted ice-cream last Friday! and so the last weekend, i was on the extreme eating a scoop of dark chocolate, lavender and blueberry cheesecake each!
perhaps, if i am having a craving at the moment, i should fix it right away to prevent myself from over indulging!~ Grr..
i walked past Famous Amos at Wisma last friday and caught a whiff of those nice buttery chocolate cookies... ooooh....
my brain said "get 200gms of chocolate chips cookies."
i defied and walked on. since then, chocolate chips cookies has been on my mind.
it was still on my mind when i was in Bugis on Sat and my eyes darted straight to the cookie store, but i defied and headed the gym!
i even thought of dropping by after work just now to get at Compass Point.
I can't believe how much i am gonna order when i head town on Friday. i must control my mouth from shooting off any big numbers when i am there to order!

Peeps, tell me how to lose weight like this?!!!
i told myself, cakes, ice creams and cookies are redundant and these are to be avoided, i did it! but a week later, i see myself standing at the desired store, happily ordering to appease my inner gluttony soul!

i will never hate Food.
i will have to learn loving working out.
Sigh........
only then can i enjoy GOOD HEALTH without forsaking GOOD FOOD.
everyone is responsible for their own health!
EAT AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

Clara said...

Hmmm.... Well, I'm sure that you'll be able to learn to love working out! Don't always feel that it's a long way ahead because these things do take time. I know that you're a persistent and consistent girl so keep it up and it'll soon be natural to you!

Gc said...

oh my my! thanks dear... = ) thanks for the persistent encouragement even after so many years!!!
i think i just hafta continue and let it become all natural like it's part of me!