At his home blogging now.
Stayed the night over after visiting with his mum yesterday, we went for dinner at Novena SQ before popping by his uncle's home at Sembawang.
He's lost alot of weight and emotionally weak now.
The closest we could see him yesterday which he thinks is not enough, he thought at least there would be a hole or something to hold the hands.. How can it be? Security is extremely tight.
He hated the piece of glass between us.
Hang On There, M!
Focus on something else, the subconcious part of mind is more powerful than the concious one.

希望， 这几个月， 你想起我时， 都是想到快乐， 好笑的回忆，陪伴你度过。
至少， 在难熬的时候， 你脸上能在想到这些， 挂着笑容。
你有很迷人的笑容， 多用， 多感染你周边的人。 = ）
我在工作上， 也会面带笑容。
我们爱彼此的心，始终还是紧紧的扣着。
不要放弃， 我没有放弃， 没有忘记。

You are really adorable.
when we just started, you used to ask me daily "You Love Me?"
and then when you know my answer,
You like to say "you don't love me and go Humpf!" whenever you feel neglected.
this really amuses me.
that you are behaving like a baby in the form of a big guy.
in our blog and sometimes when we are together, you always ask me to " Say You love Me."
I only found out recently you loaded not only my fav Bosss Nova songs in the phone, there was this piece by Simply Red which sang "Say You Love Me." when I turned it on..
I hate myself. I really feel I am a man now in this relationship for missing out those details..
as for you, I guess you did all those things at night when I fall asleeep dead to the world.
Sorry, I realise only now.
而且，不是第一次我对你的心思，反应慢十多拍。。

If I did something secretly nice for someone, I will be either waiting for the person to come to me after they realise or else, I will just let the person know because I don't like nice surprises in suspense!
But you, "how can you keep quiet for so long?"