Friday, May 14, 2010

Was over at M's place last night.
His mum is so hospitable, I am so familar with his place until I don't feel out of place even if M is not around.
Like my own home, the minute I reached, I changed the bedsheets which I sent for laundry, settled my barang and off I went to shower!
I am too used to sleeping with music playing in his room, so I turned on moi lappie, tap into cyber and let itunes play and soon I went off to La`La Land.
I slept and boy it's comfortable till the next time I open my eyes again was when auntie woke me outside the door in the morning and I opened the door, greeted her with eyes hardly opened, that makes her laugh..
In semi-concious state, I went shower and prep myself ready to set off.
When I was ready to go, auntie already made me a cup of hot milo on the dining table. Asked me to drink before setting off. I was touched.
Hmmm... Everything that took place is amazing, out of my expectations!
I never thought one day M and I will progress to this stage and all within 6months!
Because the beginning when we know each other... Long story. Haha!! Let's just say he is someone confident given that if I don't open myself up, I can actually push people away from knowing me.

This morning seems so surreal to me. Just to see him, the journey we took was about 1hr 45mins. Security was tight in entire process, even for registration.
But I always believe one's determination.
That is if there's someone you miss badly and wants to see, no matter how far even if he's at the other side of world, it will not deter one to embark on the journey. The focus that is so strong just to see the person, will have the distance thrown far away at the back of mind.

I was moody the entire day yesterday, the day took so long to end, time was ticking away slowly I wondered when will Friday come? Thus last night I slept early, because once my mind is switched off, he is also off my mind (but I even dream of him in moi dreams, LOL) and after the night is over for the long hours I slept, the next time I open my eyes again, time is getting near to seeing him.

I feel happier now seeing him, at least I know how he is doing now and etc. Talking to him will also make him happier because he feels the support and love from his love ones and that will make him want to be good boy more so that he can come home early! I haven't seen WB for a long time, I miss him so much I trust the minute if I hug him I will just crumble.

Alot of people I spoke to, tells me time passes quickly.. But I feel time is crawling. I guess I have to bury myself at work and find something to occupy myself.. I shall not focus the time that is crawling, I should focus on things I need to set right instead for the present and coming months!

Goodnights!

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