the foodie me. the greedy me. the glutton me who wants to eat many many.
ever since i am off weight loss pills 8weeks ago, i have got back to my old eating habits and my weight is on the rise! AGAIN!!??? YES, again! initially concious of what i put into my mouth, to telling myself, just abit do no harm, to eating abit more each time and finally indulging myself totally without control! i go for carbos these days! mee hoon soup, wantan mee pok, chicken rice, nasi lemak..................
these days.i am into food i didn't used to like eating too... like porridge and food which is too much of a hassle for me that requires me to peel. i always prefer ready bite-sized food and boneless, shell-less food since young.! i hated porridge. Mum and Grandma always have to cook a seperate pot of rice just for me, everytime they cook porridge. porridge is bland, yucksy and i never like the texture. to make it easy eating, i always like dunking my porridge in tons of light soya sauce... at least it tastes good=saltish. Dad loves porridge apart the fact that it's easy on the stomach. and i have been influenced by him after following him around so often. i love teochew muay! i like the typical teochew dishes to go with the porridge. like, steamed white fishcake, stewed bitter gourd, spicy meat paste, hay bee hiang, soft cabbage, stewed duck meat, salted vegetables and etc etc............... yummy! FYI, i had teochew muay 3times last week. heh....heh....

I want crabs too! i have this very strong craving for crabs lately! i can't wait to bite into that 2 big, meaty claws... OooHHh.......... i went crab shack with bro like 2weeks ago, unfortunately, it sucked! will never go back there again after 1 visit. I want real crabs! fresh crabs! shancai had wanted to bring me eat crabs just Tuesday only... hehe.... the two of us. but timing was not right as i have to work. we will be going this month April! Yay! this month i guess minimum, i get to have crab feast 2times! wahah!

i am so greedy i want everything! grocery shopping forms a big part of my monthly expenditure. eggs, cold hams(my fav snack), tuna cans, mushrooms, cheese, yakult, icecreams, seawaves sotong balls, instant noodles, pastas and more more more... all these are on my A-list! must get! on Thursday, while a few hours in Taka, made me 50$ poorer. i spent my moolah all on food. i bought 5 beard papa cream puffs (4 original, i strawberry->did not taste as good as original), 2eclairs, 4 shrimp paste chicken wings, 2 cha siew bo lo buns, stir fried carrot cake from CJ, frappucino for on the go at starbucks, two slices chocolate of a thousand leaves from coffee bean, BK chicken cheesesticks, sushi origiris. all these for availability when i reach for my fridge after work, whether i surf my net, have a read, i can eat while i leisure myself and all these is also for sharing k. so u see........... how much a glutton i am! if i am any richer, i bet i buy more than these!! teehee.......

dad shockingly raised his eyes like he saw something scary just now and told me " eh, you are really fatter now, it's obvious on your face, your face is rounder now compared to that sharp chin you just had" Grrrr.......Fug, i had my hairband on, that's why. hair away from my face is a flaw. all those eating got me into trouble. thanks har dad, you first get me into deep shit with teochew muay 3times a week and then now you act shocked and tell me this. HUMPF!!! i only enjoyed that small time frame of being slim and now i am back to ROUND one... GrrrRRR........

my jogging shoes is still waiting for me. my butt is too heavy to get started any earlier and i am getting heavier as days goes... anyone wants jogging with me?! anyone?? No?! sigh.......... well, never mind, the time my round shape shall explode will be the day i start all over again! running, diet pills, double action fat fighter, gyming, to gaining lean muscles... Whee phew!! me not going back to 60kg no more k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Growl......

after all, i have still....... a 2weeks supply of diet pills untouched! *wink