still not feeling in my best form today. it has been a week plus..

last night, sore throat kept me awake until 3am. zinnat is not helping despite completing the whole course. i woke up in furstration and wrote Mom a love note and paste it on the dining table so that she can see it when she wakes up in the morning.
"Dear Mom, please brew me barley water to drink, my throat is still painful, thanks." that was what auntie susan told me to have, cos she felt i was too heaty.

and i drank it when i came back from tampines mall at around 7pm. my sole purpose to go there today was to buy new bedsheets. i got nothing. i didn't know Metro was no longer in operations there. GrrRR... it's like years since i dropped down. shirl and me just randomly walked around. i think we did not step into more than 6 shops when we were there. how boring?! no bedsheets for me to buy, and nothing interests me there! wasted my time!! only the last grocery shopping at hougang mall was the saving grace!

i felt so bloated the whole day, what was worse was the weather! Hot and Humid! scorching sun burning down at my skin, i was wishing to dive right into an icy cold waterfall! throat screaming for a drink cold and refreshing! i am trying to cut down on cold drinks though... with reminders from my Mom and friends.. i reprimand myself monthly for taking cold drinks when i get period cramps, then i will promise and keep reminding myself to cut down on cold drinks during that few days. however, once that few days of excruciating pain at the adomen slowly dissipates, i go back to my old ways.

Gc, you should learn from experience.... never forget what you go through...