initially, i had planned to pick Jess up since she is coming back today.
after which to hit town and go on a feast!
i have been waiting for her to go feast with me!
oh well... i didn't eventually..
i decided to forgo and meet her later, so as to complete my job since everywhere is under staff lately.
the best part is, my sixth sense came true and i was alone at work for the day.
to have ended up alone, was a good thing for me after all.
it has been ages my heart gets to work at normal heart beating and going back to those times where i was so comfortable working all by myself, without anyone around.
the greatest part is, i am spared from all the talking at last!

i guess everyone else at work is pretty much stressed up these days!!
on my twitter, i mentioned last night was the worst sunday ever! it simply was.....
i had a nightmare last night. i kept dreaming zarina and zinette tried calling me at work and were finding me so urgently but i kept missing their calls cos i couldn't hear as i was sleeping!? and each time i try to call them back, they try to call me on the other side, and we could never reach each other! in the end, i ended up waking like so many times checking my phone, tossing and turning thinking how they are and then hearing zarina telling me " she was so tired and zinette is half dead." Fu*k..
this morning i woke up with a heavy head, but the cool air and rain was comforting and i prep myself for work. = )
the peace i enjoyed today set me back in place to think through how exactly i have been faring... i see things in a different light all of a sudden. i figured i should take a step back and take things slow. i have been fuc*ing tense up for don't know since when it all started lar.. anxiety fire dragon..
i really enjoyed my day today in bedok. i am in a more relaxed state finally..
i believe in this universe, things has a way of balancing themselves!
one thing for sure is, i definately need a break soon!
but, i shall tell myself to have it only when a good time comes for me to take a break.
i shall bid my time properly so i won't be disappointed when the time comes.

会想去grocery shopping 的我又回来了。 *phew