Thursday, May 27, 2010

June's coming and I know things will be LOOKING UP for me and am looking forward.
Next Sat, I will be flying to momo for a visit together with Adr and Shirl and also to have a cosy birthday celebration with ma girls..
How cool is that!
I guess I am looking foward to June's coming also partly because, I am having a lil' getaway to my buddy's place, know we girls will be having a good time together and I just need this break for the moment.. I miss MoMo!
I think one thing about myself is that, I am always able to make the best out of any situation I am in. = )
Tomorrow's Vesak day, a nice public holiday for some of us here...
If M's out here, I am actually looking foward to going around with him for Vesak's activities tomorrow. He's a devotee.
I think there will be something going on at Suntec area tomorrow, if you guys take buses and notice the posters regarding Vesak.

We initially wanted to fly off just tomorrow, taking chance of the long weekends and be back home next Mon?
But, MoMo very much likes us to stay a longer more, plus she got permission from her mum to send us off to Sby, which means we can stopover Sby and explore the city too!
She also asked whether I wanted to celebrate my birthday there and since Adr is fine with the dates, we went ahead and talah!!! Everything is settled!
That's why trip dates were changed from 28th May to 5th June and this mini short trip is extended few days more.. =)

At this point of time, while typing... I miss him again. I never stop missing him for one day since 30th April.. He just pop by my mind everytime I am home and when I am alone..
I don't want to look forward to whatever months that's coming anymore.. Because everything is unpredictable... The date seems to be postponed further and further away from me... I rather know the unpredictable than to have a date that never seems to arrive.
My bottom line however is 10th Oct' 2010.. 我们在较早前有个约定。。 10th Oct, has always been a special date for me.. it was and is still is....
If he is strong enough, he should be seeing himself through smoothly and soon he will be out celebrating not only his birthday, x'mas and also the new year's eve. We can be out in town partying the last two weeks of 2010!

I can't wait to see him again next Friday before my trip...
I love fridays.. Thank God It's Friday! Cos when I started work, Fridays was the off day I picked to accompany bro for outings and catch ups for both of us..
I am thankful now Friday's scheduled than any other days of the week, which has by far the best helped to minimise any disruptions at work.. Thus striking a balance...
Even if against all odds, I will still go with my wish to do what I want.. Sane practical mind often don't come in, when I am making decisions, Heart does...

BUDDHA BLESS!

想念一个人,辛苦。。
见他。。
想念, 这两个字下面压着,两颗心。。
这个字, 容易写。。
但是,要控制自己的却不容易。
即使是自己的, 它也不容得你去掌控。
摸不透 也 想不通。。。
而我, 做什么事, 都是跟着我的心走。。
心从来没有骗过我, 而且还是我的好朋友。
就跟着觉走吧!又是个有心的字。。

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